I've Given Up Chasing The Rabbit
Beyond My Own Wonderland
Nazi's don't exist here...
December 9th, 2012
Misplaced, there's plenty ways to hurt all the placement
A nostalgic time of year for the people referred to as racists
The basic history can take pages to write and examine
But the holocaust of life can't make right what has happened
Imagine the damage displayed on these faces of terror
While mistakes reflect you as you're complacent with errors
Fox-hole genocide never thought more than to let us die
And truth fell on deaf ears; we let it come out the other side
Every member was like the brother I've known for years
But that was before this night - my love has grown to tears
...I was living in fear...
This is what was read to me, they laughed as they said
"You're that guy...?" then they slapped the back of my head
I tried to lash back, but I found I was tied at the wrists
I tried to resist agony, but then I became too tired of risks
Surrounded by pain and deceit..that fire within me
Burst into sparks; the flames were not enough to get free
Them having my diary sunk me - it felt unjust and unfair
To bare a burden, so ugly, as I sat in an uncomfortable chair
And nothing stopped there...I never had mentioned it
But the wires on my head became a lesson from Edison
Plus...this medicine I'm using doesn't seem to help
I'm a doctor, but these things can never heal themselves
Before my eyes close, one breath to live and touch
The significance was unclear, but I said I had given up
I died today!
...and now I'm living beyond wonderland...
December 12th, 2012
[the men read along]
That was the beginning, the day of redemption is near
My family will miss me, all I can do is connect with the tears
So help me unshelf all the fears that I've come to meet
Starting with yesterday, there's something I must complete
As crazy as it seems, the worst has yet to come for few
And the view from Heaven is nice, but I'll live in Hell for you
I'm compelled to move mountains as I cry in amazement
So forget the sticks, stones will win like Goliath and David
You were right about taking me in, but life was at stake
And I don't think you realize men - IT WAS MINE TO TAKE!
I was a White Rabbit, this was the second coming of Jesus
You missed the train, so - nevermind, I'll blow you to pieces